ReggaeIZFuN
Sat Mar 12, 2005, 04:18 PM
What if my heart stopped beating this very instant/ u wouldnt be here
to call an ambulance/ what if I wasn't just some girl to him?/
would i be happier than I am?
I don't want to feel this way/ I hate myself this doesnt mean I have a low self worth/ i think poorly of the world i am surrounded by/ I hate it so much it makes me want to end it all/ all because i fell in love/ to a play boy I'm just another stupid broad/ what if i were more to him than a booty call??
I wouldnt be sitting here writing this letter/ even though i know he'll never get to read this one..
My face changes with my mood/ my bad attitude makes me insecure when I call him once more/ he said to call still no answer no returning my voicemails/ now the others might not have respect for me cuz i let him take everything i gave him for granted
if i sent this letter in a bottle another stranger would find it/ like the stranger who left me behind/ after he told me I was all he ever wanted
my dream his nightmare/ his reality like a horror film/ dont just say u want to kill me do it/ Please?
what if i were never born?
then u would never have a chance to really get to know me/ still it would make no difference to him/ when he won't even call/ he can't call me a friend at all/ what if things were differant?
to call an ambulance/ what if I wasn't just some girl to him?/
would i be happier than I am?
I don't want to feel this way/ I hate myself this doesnt mean I have a low self worth/ i think poorly of the world i am surrounded by/ I hate it so much it makes me want to end it all/ all because i fell in love/ to a play boy I'm just another stupid broad/ what if i were more to him than a booty call??
I wouldnt be sitting here writing this letter/ even though i know he'll never get to read this one..
My face changes with my mood/ my bad attitude makes me insecure when I call him once more/ he said to call still no answer no returning my voicemails/ now the others might not have respect for me cuz i let him take everything i gave him for granted
if i sent this letter in a bottle another stranger would find it/ like the stranger who left me behind/ after he told me I was all he ever wanted
my dream his nightmare/ his reality like a horror film/ dont just say u want to kill me do it/ Please?
what if i were never born?
then u would never have a chance to really get to know me/ still it would make no difference to him/ when he won't even call/ he can't call me a friend at all/ what if things were differant?