Lolita
Thu Oct 16, 2003, 07:28 PM
Feelings have gone from my viens
Like a gargoyle waiting to be broken
Sometimes it's a better feeling then feeling at all
The emptiness surrounds me like the bugs that just happen to fly in the black widows web
As it's soul gets sucked dry
It's like your not even here
As spineless human beings walk by you
You laugh
With raging thoughts of "You have not seen anything yet"
In my eyes life is like a bet among the gods
To see who will take their life first
I fade in and out of empty clouds with cold hands and pointless smiles
Only waiting for my happiness to burst when these evolved monkeys
face dark reality
Love and Happiness were only made to make it seem that there is a reason for being here
It all ends to be a dark outcome
Which will show no remorse
Just wait
As this may be read someday in deciet <It may scare you>
But that's only because you have not faced the truth of this empty world
I actually feel bad for those who have embraced it yet
It will hit you and hard
But you will face it with fear and sadness when that will only make you look weak
Which really then you don't belong
Like a gargoyle waiting to be broken
Sometimes it's a better feeling then feeling at all
The emptiness surrounds me like the bugs that just happen to fly in the black widows web
As it's soul gets sucked dry
It's like your not even here
As spineless human beings walk by you
You laugh
With raging thoughts of "You have not seen anything yet"
In my eyes life is like a bet among the gods
To see who will take their life first
I fade in and out of empty clouds with cold hands and pointless smiles
Only waiting for my happiness to burst when these evolved monkeys
face dark reality
Love and Happiness were only made to make it seem that there is a reason for being here
It all ends to be a dark outcome
Which will show no remorse
Just wait
As this may be read someday in deciet <It may scare you>
But that's only because you have not faced the truth of this empty world
I actually feel bad for those who have embraced it yet
It will hit you and hard
But you will face it with fear and sadness when that will only make you look weak
Which really then you don't belong