Judah 1
Fri Oct 17, 2003, 01:06 PM
A date significant to only us
Significant only because we
both failed in eachother's promises
August 8th, twothousand and three
Long have I waited to hear you say
that we needed to "talk about us"
But you were always too tired to conversate
I had asked you for 13 months!
A year of asking for your deepest feelings,
emotions, wants, and thoughts of me
you gave to me in a town up north
just about as far as the eye can see
And I say that last line poetically
As in there is a deeper hidden meaning
Meaning there is something else for you to understand, so you'd better think about it!
You were too busy pushing me away, to let me completely inside
Our wall were built thick long before we ever met
We both kept ourselves locked in them
Preventing me from being your best
But you said it yourself, you know we are eachother's BEST
Forgive me, let me prove you right on that,
and never settle for anything less
I ignored you that night 2 months ago
failed on promises to always be there
Although my intentions were never false
I had stopped showing how much i care
It was too painful to face you that night
Alot of things were happening to you, and i was so hurt by your unhappiness and I did not want to cause another fight.
More than half of your unhappiness
was due to occupational stress
but petty arguments, broken promises,
and my own neglect make up the rest
Stupid arguments over stupid insignificant shit waisted too much of our quality time.
You failed me too that night one week later
after promising me on my birthday that things were gonna get better
I have it all in your handwriting:
"I love you always and forever...
...baby remember that"
If you could only see straight through to my heart
You never would have needed to ask for romance
Unlike the REST(i won't name names) i never lied, abused, or cheated
You know I'm the exception, so why am i denied a second chance
You were willing to give a chance to the sorriest of all people!
You have given and are giving your time to people less desverving
Cut the bullshit, stop hiding what we both know, we've got one shot in life to find that one person that no one else compares to
And we already found it in eachother, let's not blow it now
I'M RIGHT FUCKING HERE, TAKE ME BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
I ask you to take this risk with me
I'm the only one that's worth it, you can bet
Only we are right for eachother, so let's do what's right
I know your mind is not made up just yet
Like it was yesterday, i will always remember
and never ever forget
that look you gave me and the words you said
on the night that we first met
As the night came to a close I nervously but smoothly asked
"So, should i call you?"
and you gave me a look straight into my eyes that went deep into my soul, a look so powerful that I felt like the most important person in the world.
And YOU blushed! But responded in a nonchalant way "You have my number" and you walked out the door and into my life
I love you sooo much, and you know in your heart out of all the people out there, i deserve a chance
So I ask you again, should I call you?
Significant only because we
both failed in eachother's promises
August 8th, twothousand and three
Long have I waited to hear you say
that we needed to "talk about us"
But you were always too tired to conversate
I had asked you for 13 months!
A year of asking for your deepest feelings,
emotions, wants, and thoughts of me
you gave to me in a town up north
just about as far as the eye can see
And I say that last line poetically
As in there is a deeper hidden meaning
Meaning there is something else for you to understand, so you'd better think about it!
You were too busy pushing me away, to let me completely inside
Our wall were built thick long before we ever met
We both kept ourselves locked in them
Preventing me from being your best
But you said it yourself, you know we are eachother's BEST
Forgive me, let me prove you right on that,
and never settle for anything less
I ignored you that night 2 months ago
failed on promises to always be there
Although my intentions were never false
I had stopped showing how much i care
It was too painful to face you that night
Alot of things were happening to you, and i was so hurt by your unhappiness and I did not want to cause another fight.
More than half of your unhappiness
was due to occupational stress
but petty arguments, broken promises,
and my own neglect make up the rest
Stupid arguments over stupid insignificant shit waisted too much of our quality time.
You failed me too that night one week later
after promising me on my birthday that things were gonna get better
I have it all in your handwriting:
"I love you always and forever...
...baby remember that"
If you could only see straight through to my heart
You never would have needed to ask for romance
Unlike the REST(i won't name names) i never lied, abused, or cheated
You know I'm the exception, so why am i denied a second chance
You were willing to give a chance to the sorriest of all people!
You have given and are giving your time to people less desverving
Cut the bullshit, stop hiding what we both know, we've got one shot in life to find that one person that no one else compares to
And we already found it in eachother, let's not blow it now
I'M RIGHT FUCKING HERE, TAKE ME BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
I ask you to take this risk with me
I'm the only one that's worth it, you can bet
Only we are right for eachother, so let's do what's right
I know your mind is not made up just yet
Like it was yesterday, i will always remember
and never ever forget
that look you gave me and the words you said
on the night that we first met
As the night came to a close I nervously but smoothly asked
"So, should i call you?"
and you gave me a look straight into my eyes that went deep into my soul, a look so powerful that I felt like the most important person in the world.
And YOU blushed! But responded in a nonchalant way "You have my number" and you walked out the door and into my life
I love you sooo much, and you know in your heart out of all the people out there, i deserve a chance
So I ask you again, should I call you?