psychoblast
Mon Dec 29, 2003, 08:17 PM
I am kinky. I admit it. I think more people need to admit it, and at an earlier age, because the longer you go without admitting it, the more you deprive yourself of pleasure.
I love sex, I'm obsessed with it. I think I may be a sexaholic. I love it in every way. I want to experience it in every way. But doesn't everyone?
To me, being kinky is just being honest.
I mean, can't we all just be honest for a minute? Whatever touches our genitals and does NOT cause pain necessarily, in fact, is pleasurable, right? You can expand that to all your erogenous zones, to your whole body.
I want my cock (fortunately, quite large) to be fondled and licked and sucked in every way. If it is possible for four sets of lips to be on there at once, I want to feel that, to know what that is like, to savor that bliss.
And I'm not gay, but I know that it feels good if a girl massages my ass, even into my asshole, with a gently lubed finger, delving deep to stroke my prostate from inside my anal canal, an almost impossible -- not impossible, but very taboo -- pleasure.
I even can imagine the bliss, the sheer joy if a tongue were to lick my asshole, to dive within it (of course, I'd religiously clean myself before hand, so that it would not have any least hint of fecal matter. I'd make it as clean as the skin on my chest, on my stomach, on my cock.)
And I would do anything to give pleasure to the woman I was with. If she wanted me to lick her asshole, I'd do it willingly (after thoroughly cleaning her, of course). If she wanted to feel four tongues on her clitoris at once, I'd try to find others to share her with so that she could enjoy that sensation.
We are mortal. Life has enough limitations without us intentionally limiting how our bodies can feel pleasure.
Is there a unique pleasure to be felt from being fucked in the ass by my girlfriend while she wears a large strap on, makes me her bitch? I want to know that pleasure. Is there a pleasure in having her bound, gagged, while I squeeze her nipples to the edge of pain, only to then tease her to orgasm with my tongue, then leave her wanting more so desperately, only to go back to tortuing her swollen breasts, or making her sense the violation of a butt plug inserted into her, while she is helpless to stop it. Helpless, in fact, to even not enjoy it, because I stroke her clitoris until she comes while her ass is full and her nipples clamped, and the pleasure is so much sweeter because of the edges of pain and submission that surround it?
I cannot think of anything so disgusting that I would not do to turn on and give my lover a pleasure she might want, might desire. I'm not gay, but if she would experience some unique orgasmic bliss from watching me humiliated, sucking another man's cock, even that would I do for her. If only she opened herself to me the same, gave me the same back.
Why does this seem so impossible to find in life? Why does it seem that relationsihps are all about pretending what we do NOT enjoy sexually? Why do 99% of straight men pretend that it would not feel good to have a finger massage your asshole? What makes women afraid to ask their man for the sweet and exquisite and forbidden pleasure of having their asshole licked while pussy is rubbed?
It is funny, I don't think I have any fetishes, but I may be the kinkiest person I know. Or maybe everyone is as kinky as me, but not as honest?
Or maybe I'm just horny in Las Vegas, sin city, and so my mind wanders wild paths...
I guess what brings me to post this is thinking back on my lovers, the best were women in their 30's. They were honest. They were past their hang ups. They could admit their love of being treated like dirty sluts, degraded and used to pleasure my cock in whatever way I demanded, because they knew in return I'd give them orgasms that would shake the foundations of their reality. I guess it would be nice if girls (and guys) got more honest and less hung up earlier in life.
Don't you want to experience every possible way to bring your own body to orgasm? Every sort of intense sensation that could color and shade the experience, give it a new flavor? If that means having your mouth forced over a cock to the point where you choke on cum, so you can release your animal inside, your sexual beast that itself demands fulfillment, what is wrong with that? Would you give yourself up to be degraded and abused for you boyfriends pleasure if he, in turn, would lay down for you to fuck him up the ass with a strap on, see him humiliate and abase himself to give you the sense of power, of domination over the weak male whimpering beneath you?
Well, I think I better go masturbate...
~psychoblast~
I love sex, I'm obsessed with it. I think I may be a sexaholic. I love it in every way. I want to experience it in every way. But doesn't everyone?
To me, being kinky is just being honest.
I mean, can't we all just be honest for a minute? Whatever touches our genitals and does NOT cause pain necessarily, in fact, is pleasurable, right? You can expand that to all your erogenous zones, to your whole body.
I want my cock (fortunately, quite large) to be fondled and licked and sucked in every way. If it is possible for four sets of lips to be on there at once, I want to feel that, to know what that is like, to savor that bliss.
And I'm not gay, but I know that it feels good if a girl massages my ass, even into my asshole, with a gently lubed finger, delving deep to stroke my prostate from inside my anal canal, an almost impossible -- not impossible, but very taboo -- pleasure.
I even can imagine the bliss, the sheer joy if a tongue were to lick my asshole, to dive within it (of course, I'd religiously clean myself before hand, so that it would not have any least hint of fecal matter. I'd make it as clean as the skin on my chest, on my stomach, on my cock.)
And I would do anything to give pleasure to the woman I was with. If she wanted me to lick her asshole, I'd do it willingly (after thoroughly cleaning her, of course). If she wanted to feel four tongues on her clitoris at once, I'd try to find others to share her with so that she could enjoy that sensation.
We are mortal. Life has enough limitations without us intentionally limiting how our bodies can feel pleasure.
Is there a unique pleasure to be felt from being fucked in the ass by my girlfriend while she wears a large strap on, makes me her bitch? I want to know that pleasure. Is there a pleasure in having her bound, gagged, while I squeeze her nipples to the edge of pain, only to then tease her to orgasm with my tongue, then leave her wanting more so desperately, only to go back to tortuing her swollen breasts, or making her sense the violation of a butt plug inserted into her, while she is helpless to stop it. Helpless, in fact, to even not enjoy it, because I stroke her clitoris until she comes while her ass is full and her nipples clamped, and the pleasure is so much sweeter because of the edges of pain and submission that surround it?
I cannot think of anything so disgusting that I would not do to turn on and give my lover a pleasure she might want, might desire. I'm not gay, but if she would experience some unique orgasmic bliss from watching me humiliated, sucking another man's cock, even that would I do for her. If only she opened herself to me the same, gave me the same back.
Why does this seem so impossible to find in life? Why does it seem that relationsihps are all about pretending what we do NOT enjoy sexually? Why do 99% of straight men pretend that it would not feel good to have a finger massage your asshole? What makes women afraid to ask their man for the sweet and exquisite and forbidden pleasure of having their asshole licked while pussy is rubbed?
It is funny, I don't think I have any fetishes, but I may be the kinkiest person I know. Or maybe everyone is as kinky as me, but not as honest?
Or maybe I'm just horny in Las Vegas, sin city, and so my mind wanders wild paths...
I guess what brings me to post this is thinking back on my lovers, the best were women in their 30's. They were honest. They were past their hang ups. They could admit their love of being treated like dirty sluts, degraded and used to pleasure my cock in whatever way I demanded, because they knew in return I'd give them orgasms that would shake the foundations of their reality. I guess it would be nice if girls (and guys) got more honest and less hung up earlier in life.
Don't you want to experience every possible way to bring your own body to orgasm? Every sort of intense sensation that could color and shade the experience, give it a new flavor? If that means having your mouth forced over a cock to the point where you choke on cum, so you can release your animal inside, your sexual beast that itself demands fulfillment, what is wrong with that? Would you give yourself up to be degraded and abused for you boyfriends pleasure if he, in turn, would lay down for you to fuck him up the ass with a strap on, see him humiliate and abase himself to give you the sense of power, of domination over the weak male whimpering beneath you?
Well, I think I better go masturbate...
~psychoblast~